One of those days

O.K. I`m just about ready to call my shrink. It has been one heck of a day.
While I was driving Murphy to the vet this morning , a wee fluff ball of a dog ran out in front of me , while he was trying to grab a bird. Thank God I missed him . I was so very upset with the owner, I wanted to go back there and throttle him/her. But , after I calmed down, I felt that this little dog is well loved and wasn`t on the road by the owner`s choice. He had a little bandana on and was well groomed so he`s looked after . He must`ve slipped out the door when Mom or Dad wasn`t looking . It happens and this time the little guy was being watched over for sure.
Then , while reading my e-mails , there was such a disturbing forward on there , it`s haunted me all day. The horrendous things that humans do to animals frightens me . I wonder how they`d treat a human.
I did pick up a pretty little girl that has been sitting for two months , waiting for her family that never came , and she is an absolute delight. Her name is Muffin and she`ll be on the site really soon.
Phone rings. Hydro One. Shutting off my hydro in the morning if I don`t pay right now by credit card. Small problem. I don`t have any credit cards and never have. I asked for an extension of one week. My pension comes in next Thursday and I could give them the full amount then.
No. No . No. I spoke with as many people there that I could and got no where. I`ve asked my family and they have maxed their cards with reno`s and winter vacations( I`m not sure what a vacation is but I bet its expensive). I`ve asked the few friends I have. Can`t do it right now. Maybe later.
As I sit here writing , I`m watching the clock because tomorrow I wont know what time it is. It`ll be daytime and night time. I have no idea how much it is to reconnect the hydro after they shut it off but I`m sure its a bundle and I`ll be in the hole again. Such is life when one tries to live alone with animals. I don`t know what will happen and I`m not supposed to. I`ve done what I can , including paying this company a ton of money every month for many years. The winter knocked me out and it`ll be hard to recoup but I`ll manage somehow.
I know no one reads this but its a good way to vent just a little. If you are reading it, I hope your day was better than mine.
I`ll have lots of time to hang out with all my furkids for the next week.
I`m sure glad that God is on my side. I`d hate to think what my life would be like without him.
later